▪️059▪️To me it's a matter of "what do you want now vs. what do you want the most?" Now, I want it all, worse yet I "need" it all, which is not true. I need a fancier backpack to take my laptop to my presentations, but also, I need white sneakers because black ones are not in style any more, but, I need this cute decal for the living room, the wall looks too empty. As soon as I make some money I spend some money. What do I want the most? I want to be able to buy an apartment (in NYC), I want to invest in my business, I want to buy time to do volunteering trips. To get there I need to forget about the backpack, the shoes and the wall decals. What we are doing now is that every time I want to buy something and I don't, I look at it as if I made that as extra money. Do I want to spend $100 or do I want to make $100? It's been really hard to have the will power to choose my future needs over my current whims. It takes courage to do so in the moment, but I know my future self will thank me later. But, seriously, my birthday is June 20th, you know what I want 👆🏼✨😂 #hellofears #courageis #the100dayproject #piggybank #money #future #shopping #day59 A post shared by Hello Fears (@hellofears) on Jun 3, 2017 at 8:07pm PDT